Saturday, September 10, 2016

Day 2086 - I am all alone again for the holiday.

First day of my Term 3 holiday.

Dylan and Tristan dropped me at home today. It was good.

For the holiday, I am again alone, I am always alone. I'm alone anyway.

No one to spend my holiday with. Every holiday, I either stay at home in front of my computer or go outside for a walk.

Or sleep.

There is nothing more I can do. Nothing more I should do.

My life is so uninteresting. I doubt about my time I've spent in NZ. I was positive and energetic, full of hope and passion back then.

I spent 782 rand today at the Spar. Damn, this is the largest amount I've spent single time in a supermarket since I got into SA.

Feel guilty about using my parents money for that much.

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