Sunday, March 18, 2018

Thursday, March 8, 2018

March 9, Mom's birthday

It is so sad... and its March now getting colder this morning....drizzling....

I have low confidence in myself, so does my crew members...

This film is getting stuck.

I don't know what I m gonna do... can someone please help me...?!

Mariana, in the deepest trench on earth.... my Eve

Monday, March 5, 2018

This is my film!

A sense of responsibility came thru to me today. Feeling invigorated. I got to make this film happen beautifully. I can't depend on my producers to organize events anymore. I have to be proactive.

So I m gonna stop any procrastination, like sleeping in the afternoon.

Otherwise this film may well end up like any other AFDA films i directed.

This is the only way.

And Kim.

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Saturday, February 3, 2018

New Year - 7 Years 1 Month and 4 Days into the Self Realization Journey

It's another fucking year.

The Earth just rotates, and it keeps fucking rotates. It never fucking stop.


I didn't wanna to do anything.

I may might as well lay down here with no one hears me.

So sad...

I don't like it... I hate it...

It's another year... I just wanna finish this year as fast as possible.

I m so fed up with these bullshit.

It goes on and on and on and on... never stops never can i see a light at the end of the tunnel.

I am so sad...

It is time for you to appear now, Sarah.

Sunday, December 3, 2017